It's been a long time. What can I say? The country doesn't seem
appealing to me right now. Why? Because my life seems to go nowhere
these days. Can't even land a decent job.
Not to complain but I have had some half-baked talk only kind of
assistance from Family members and In-Laws. The kind that say they
want to help but actually don't. It's ok, I know many take pleasure in
seeing others fall. That's just life.
While my Father's court cases with the bank as guarrantor have been
pretty much settled, the seizure and sale proclamation against a
defaulting and delinquent tenant remains hanging. But legal fees need
to be paid regarless of whether is was successful or not. More money
down the drain.
While many think I live a super duper easy life not many know that I've
also developed suicidal tendencies over the past year or so. Times
have been really bad, taking a toll on my health and whatever's left
of my wealth. I'll be basically starting life fresh out of the oven.
Penniless and facing an ever sadistic world.
As for politics and what I think of it? They can all do what they
want. They're reaping what they sow so it's their problem. I have
enough shit of my own to worry about.
Son number two is on the way mid-year while Son number one is growing
fast and turning two this year.
If God tests his subjects because he loves them then I would really,
really like to believe that God loves me very, very much right now.
Anyway, back to the job hunt...
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6 comments:
hang in there bro!
Thanks bro!
Am hanging, by a very, very thin thread...
In life there are ups and downs. This is my down time.
Salam ML, I chanced upon yr blog thru another blog. Glad that I did. Good luck with the job hunting. InsyaAllah...
Amad
Saudara Amad,
Thank you Sir for you kind thoughts.
As the old saying goes: "kata-kata merupakan doa"...
May you words be a doa that Allah the Almighty fulfills.
God bless you and your Family
There was a time, between June 1996 to September 1998, a packet of Nasi lemak RM 1 is considere expensive to me. Got 3 schooling kids then to support with no wife.
I was there.
Only slowly, the wheel starts to turn.
Fast forward March 2011. First child OK. 2nd, a houseman in HKL and the third ACCA in UK after graduating UiTM.
Alhamdulillah. It reminds me of the first sentance from the book "The Road Less Travelled": life is tough.
been there, done that. I emphatise. You do not know when the wheel is going to turn. But, in the dark days, I was reminded by the words of the Prophet, I paraphrase: When times are dark, have more hope. When times are good, have some fear (something like that).
MRSM Kalae Chepo 66/73.
Thank you Bro! Means a lot...
Perhaps being down has it's plus points. I am bringing myself closer to Allah... Taking the time to reflect back and rectify the priorities in life.
Wheels are turning indeed. Sometimes I see light at the end of the long tunnel and sometimes it's too good to be true. But continuing I will. It's different now after having Kids. Priorities change and we find ourselves doing whatever we can for them...
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